Okay, he was drinking at the parade. He definitely isn't concerned about his appearance. Which is pretty cool for a guy in that position, that's self confidence. I was going try and find a reel I saw of him I think after the Pats game. I was thinking, that guy has no inhibition.
I found this instead, this is pretty wild. I hadn't seen this. This is MM after being hired as HC. That's unbelievable, and bringing it up, he has issues too.
It was an extremely difficult time," he said. "I've never felt like that in my life. I was sick. I'd go home, I'd get in bed as soon as I got home. I wouldn't get out of bed until I went to work. I'd be late going to work. In the weekend, I wouldn't get out of bed all weekend. I'd just sit in bed. It was crazy. But is it depression? I don't know. Maybe. I find it hard to self-diagnose depression. There's serious cases of depression that are clinically diagnosed
"If I could get some physical, personal wins, then I could just start stacking those things," he said. "But I'd take two hourlong walks, I'd call some of the players. But I need to get out. So I'd work out, walk, try to try to eat better. I was drinking a lot.
"That was probably the toughest, most difficult stretch of my life, honestly -- that first few months
You'd appreciate he brings up losing his dog as a contributing factor
